Marin has been in foster homes since she was abandoned by her mother when she was four years old. At eleven, she has never given up home that her mother will return and there will be a happy ever after ending. Everywhere she goes she carries three pennies and the I Ching which she uses to guide her choices.  But now it is not giving her the answers she wants.
Dr. Lucy Chang wants to adopt her. She tells Marin that she has four chambers to her heart and even though one is full, she still has lots of room left. Marin does not have to think of her as her new mother if she is not ready…but rather as a new kidney ready to do its new job.  Marin tries hard not to be drawn in by Lucy’s kindness and understanding.
When Marin hears that her mother is relinquishing her rights to her, she amps up her efforts to track down her mom. She is quite a good detective but one has a feeling of dread as she gets closer to her goal.
Watched over by Gilda, a solid character who is her social worker and an unexpected owl who lives in a building near Dr. Lucy, Marin evades their attempts to guide her.
As Marin gets closer to finding answers, all I wanted was for her to give Dr. Lucy a chance.  Heart wrenching and ultimately satisfying Marin’s story will touch you.

Tessa's Picks
​4-5th grade, Contemporary fiction, Character driven, Family life, Issues fiction, Tear jerker

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 "I call her my mom when I'm talking to her or anyone else, but in my head I call her my person because there have been too many mommies and they all have different faces that blend together in my brain until they're one ugly face that doesn't make sense and some of them were nice but others weren't very nice and they're all gone now anyway and Person says she's here forever."
Person is what Flora calls her current and promised to be forever mom.  She and her brother Julian have been in foster care since they were very young. They have no memory of a biological mom and are convinced that they were not born like other children.  Flora’s inability to trust and Julian hoarding food under his bed are clues to their former lives. When their therapist suggests revisiting past foster homes, Emily (Person), Flora and Julian take a journey that is both heart-wrenching and healing.
How do you build trust and reassure that love is forever? As we meet past foster families both good and not so good, Emily is a constant source of love and wisdom.  The resilience of these children will touch your heart.  
There are many kinds of families in this book; two moms, mixed race, foster, divorced and adopted. While there is love and kindness there is also emotional trauma. Things don’t magically get better but the healing has begun and you feel that facing problems will help the hurt.
This is an endearing book that will make you laugh and cry.  You want to gather this family in your arms.
 
Tessa's Picks
5th-8th grade, Character driven, Contemporary fiction, Family life, Issues fiction, Tear jerker

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Suzy and Franny have been best friends for a long time. Then they get in a fight just before Franny goes on vacation for the summer. Suzy is sure they’ll make up in the fall, but something terrible happens. When she hears that Franny has drowned, at first she doesn’t believe it. It just doesn't make any sense--Franny was an excellent swimmer. How could something like this happen? Franny becomes obsessed with finding out how Suzy really died. That’s how she learns about jellyfish so small they're practically invisible and so venomous they could kill an adult. Sure they're usually found near Australia, but with climate change and sea temperatures rising, maybe their territory is expanding. Everyone keeps telling Suzy to move on, but she can’t until she gets to the bottom of the mystery.

“There are so many things to be scared of in this world: blooms of jellies. A sixth extinction. A middle school dance. But maybe we can stop feeling so afraid. Maybe instead of feeling like a mote of dust, we can remember that all the creatures on this Earth are made from stardust. And we are the only ones who get to know it. That's the thing about jellyfish: They'll never understand that. All they can do is drift along, unaware. Humans may be newcomers to this planet. We may be plenty fragile. But we're also the only ones who can decide to change.”

The Thing About Jellyfish by Ali Benjamin

Erica's Picks
4th - 6th
Tags: character driven, contemporary fiction, school stories, tear jerker

Micah Tuttle loves listening to his grandpa's stories of the magical Circus Mirandus with its invisible tiger, flying birdwoman, and a powerful magician known as the Lightbender. People think they're just stories, but Grandpa insists that they're true and Micah believes him. Now Grandpa is dying and the only thing that can save him is a miracle. Luckily, the Lightbender owes his grandpa just that. But is the circus real? Will Micah be able to convince the Lightbender to pay his debt? It's hard to believe in magic in a world of cynics, but Micah would do anything to give his grandpa another chance.

This is a beautifully-told, heart-breaking story of the connection between a boy and his grandfather. The circus is delightful and the magical elements fantastic, but when you boil it down this relationship is the core of the story. It suffuses the whole book with emotion and a deep meaning about the difficulty of letting go. On top of all that it's a great magical quest/adventure story.

Circus Mirandus by Cassie Beasley

Erica's Picks
3rd - 5th
Tags: character driven, family life, fantasy, tear-jerker

Ellie has always been smart. That's why she was chosen for a special purpose. She was trained as a puppy in how to track and find people. At first, it was just a game to make her human happy. But as she grew up, she could sense that her work was important. Whether it was finding injured humans in disaster zones or comforting people when they were sad, she helped people when they most needed it. But what would happen if she couldn't do her job any more? Would she still have a purpose? Would she still have a human who loves her?

I was completely fascinated by the training process for a search and rescue dog from the dog's perspective. Cameron does a great job describing what it's like and imagining how a dog would puzzle out what humans want it to do. The story goes along at a pretty fast clip through Ellie's life with a lot of tear-jerker moments, but things always work out in the end.

Ellie's Story by W. Bruce Cameron

Erica's Picks
3rd -6th
Tags: Animals, Contemporary Fiction, Tear-Jerkers

​A young man survives a shipwreck in 1766 and goes on to create a dynasty of famous actors in London. Another runs away from his boarding school in 1990 to seek out his estranged and eccentric uncle who lives in an even more mysterious house. Their stories, told through pictures and words, intertwine in unexpected ways that will leave you flipping pages and looking for clues about how their stories meet.

This story completely wrecked me. I was deeply touched by the slowly unraveling story of the uncle and his mysterious house. I was drawn in by wondering how the two stories connected. After reading this, I made a point of visiting the museum that inspired it. The whole experience of this book is simply beautiful.

Erica's Picks
4th - 6th
Tags: Art, Historical Fiction, LGBTQ, Mystery, Tear-Jerker

Jack lives an old-fashioned, quiet life on a farm in a small town. When he finds out his parents are fostering a teen who has been to prison and has a history of violent outbursts, he isn't sure what to think. The first sign Jack has that Joseph is more than his past is that the cows trust him. The more Jack learns about Joseph's life, the more Jack wants to help. The only thing Joseph really seems to care about is meeting his new-born daughter. Jack could never have anticipated the heartache and sacrifices that Joseph's path would require.

Get out your tissue boxes because just one may not last you with this novel. There's so many well-meaning people trying their hardest to do good in such heart-breaking circumstances. I appreciate that there's no candy-coating or easy outs. Despite the tragic ending, this book still managed to leave me hopeful thanks to the many inspiring characters in its pages.

Orbiting Jupiter by Gary D. Schmidt

Erica's Picks
6th & up
Tags: Character Driven, Contemporary Fiction, Family Life, Issues Fiction, Tear Jerker